Don’t You See

Don’t you see my life is not my own

Don’t you see I am no longer the same

Don’t you see that I feel all alone

I have no desire to play this game

Don’t you see how much I struggle

Don’t you see the smile is the lie

I feel as though I am trappped in a bubble

Where no one can see or hear me cry

I thought I had just one fight to battle

That I wasn’t alone, this we could handle

I supported you and encouraged you daily

No matter what you dreamed I said it could be done

The support I needed came less than rarely

The encouragement I got in return was none

Don’t you see you have broken my trust

Don’t you see you have added to my plight

I can’t take much more, I’m losing this fight

Don’t you see how much you have made my life harder

You told lies because you were scared

I thought you were so much stronger

it feels to me as if you don’t care

It could have all been fixed had you just told the truth

Instead I now live with their judgemental stares

I feel all alone even though we are together

In sickness and health was too much for you to stand

Don’t you see I didn’t want sympathy

Don’t you see I just wanted you to understand

Don’t you see for once I needed you to be strong for me

Turns out it was more than you could handle

So many promises you cant keep